Before we get to the meat of this post- I just have to explain the missing months. I profoundly appologize for going missing this year. But I guess I have to be honest with you. This year has not been easy. I think those of you who really know me- or at least read my blog closely have seen it coming. I know it's nothing to be ashamed of, but I have to admit that lately I have not been handling life all that well. In January I got an official diagnosis of depression. I've always been the kind of person who says, "psh- all you have to do to get rid of depression is get off your butt and do something. You just need to serve others to be happy." Well, sadly, not only is my life not perfect, but I don't actually know everything. There were days were I couldn't make it any farther than the couch.1. Real name?
2. Nickname? Heaboo, Bakeshow, Binzer
3. Favorite color?
4. Male or female?
5. Elementary school?
6. Middle school?
7. High school?
8. College?
9.Hair color?
10. Tall or short?
11. Sweats or jeans?
12. Phone or camera?
13. Health freak?
14. Orange or apple?
15. Do you have a crush on someone?
16. Guy friends or girl friends?
17. Piercings? Just my ears. When I was 7 dad asked what I wanted for my birthday. I said i wanted to get my ears peirced so he took me to the mall and I had it done. When we got home he got in big trouble because mom had already told me I coudlnt get my ears pierced until I was 10.
18. Pepsi or coke? Niether- Give me water! Ice water, please.
19. Have you been in an airplane?
20. Have you been in a relationship?
21. Have you been in a car accident? Ummm... Here ya go.
22. Have you been in a fist fight? Nope. I don't think the fights we had as kids count as fist fights.
23. First piercing? See #17
24.Best Friend? That's a relative term. There are lots of people I love. The ones I currently confide in are Jessica and Melissa A. Then there is Ana who I spend a lot of my buddy time with. And there are people who, though we may not speak very often, I never have to question the friendship, Wendy, Heather, Amanda, Cami, Melissa W-N, Kaetty, Amy N, Desiree... And that's not even counting my family.
25. First award? I don't know... probably something in softball or like, a perfect attendance award in kindergarten.
26. First crush? Probably Justin S. There world, I admitted it. Fine.
27. First word? You'll have to ask my parents. That was much too long ago.
28. Any talent?
29. Last person you talked to?
30. Last person you text?
31. Last person you watched a movie with?
32. Last thing you ate?
33. Last movie/ TV show you watched? America's Got Talent
34. Last song you listened to?
36. Last person you hugged?
•Favorite:
37. Food:
38. Drink:
39. Bottoms:
40. Flower:
41. Animal:
42. Movie:
43. Subject:
•Have you ever?
44. fallen in love with someone
45. celebrated Halloween
46. Had your heart broken? multiple times.
47. gone over the minutes/ texts on your phone? One time I went over on texts. My brother and I were quoting Lord of the Rings to each other and basically text each other the entire screenplay. It cost me $30!
48. had someone like you? meh... I guess. But he was crazy.
49. left the country?
50. gone to the beach with your best friend?
•Have you ever:
51. Lost glasses: No, but I broke these ones at Disneyland once.
52. Been in love:
53. Cried when someone died?
Ok- There ya go! I cut out about half of the questions because they were lame/repetitive/completely irrelevant to any facet of my life.
I promise I'll be better at blogging. If only because I need something new to read at work.
4 comments:
Last thing you ate - um, YUM! Also, I made the list ( unless the "N" stands for Nederman - that girl is the worst and I don't even know her). Also, so many pics and yet not one of Justin S.?! Break out that middle school yearbook friend and scan his mug because the blogging world needs to behold his crush-worthiness. Love you and sorry that things have been so blargity. Depression is no good. Love you and so glad to see the comeback - you have been missed.
Also, the lava song - oh I melt. And inside out was amazing, right? Did you notice how each person had a different emotion at center consul for the adults? Disgust has firm control of my center consul flanked closely by anger and joy. My sister said Fear is at the helm for her. I would be interested in your feelings on this concept.
Love you - hang in there. Depression sucks - I feel your pain - I go through it myself. If you ever need me I'm here - you know that right?
Haha! I use to be that girl who thought depression went away if you just kept busy. Well, two kids and full-time college showed me that no amount of busy can zap that ish sometimes. Sorry you are going through that, but I'm glad you are beginning to see the sun again. :) When I read your blog I feel as though you are my spirit animal. Keep writing!
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